Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Roses and Rot by Kat Howard

Imogen and Marin are sisters who've not actively spoke in years.  When Marin reaches out to her older sister to apply for a residency at the famous artist colony Melete, something about it doesn't seem quite right to Imogen but she cannot imagine getting a better opportunity to finally dedicate her life to her art.  Imogen is a writer and Marin is a dancer - both artists in their own right - with disciplines so different, there should never be a reason to compete.

Melete at first seems just like the fairy tales that Imogen had written and dreamed of being a part of since her childhood.  The scenery is absolutely inspired and enhanced by the presence of her sister.  If only Imogen had paid closer attention to what happens in fairy tales before the happy ending occurs. There's always a price and now Imogen must decide if she is willing to pay it, in order to save her sister.

I read Roses and Rot in one day.  I simply couldn't put it down. I don't remember the last time I picked up a book which captivated me from start to finish the way Howard's Roses and Rot has. The pacing was absolutely perfect, drawing me in as Howard revealed the various layers of her story. The writing was absolutely gorgeous and so vivid that I could easily see the campus of Melete and feel Imogen's doubts.  Even when Howard stepped away from the main story to delve into the Imogen's book, rather than being a distraction, it simply added to the complicated beauty of Roses and Rot.

One of the things that  really stood out to me was the relationship between the sisters. Sure, they each had their own romances but at the end of the day, unlike fairy tales we have grown up on, the love that mattered most was the love between Imogen and Marin.  No man, no matter how he may have claimed to love either Imogen or Marin could have saved either of them.

Ostensibly, Roses and Rot is about an artist making a deal with the fae.  Faerie needs to feed off the emotions of humans and so to accomplish this, one person is chosen every seven years and in return for becoming a food source for the fae, the artist is given their deepest desire and success in their chosen field of art.  Alumni of Melete have gone on to win Tonys, Oscars, Pulitzer Prizes and appear on the New York Times bestseller list.  That may seem to be a steep price to pay for something the artist might well have achieved on their own with hard work, dedication and a little luck, but it also comes along with the assurance that hundreds of years after you're dead that your name will live on and your art will continue to be loved.  It's a form of immortality that few artists have achieved.

Roses and Rot is in fact about relationships though the fae do have an important role to play in this story.  Through flashbacks we learn about Imogen and Marin's childhood with their physically and emotionally abusive mother.  How she actively drove a wedge between Imogen and Marin, attempting to play them off against each other. How Imogen and Marin's  mother preyed upon their fears of not being good enough, always there to suggest that they were getting fat, or not grateful for the supposed sacrifices she made on their behalf.  In the present, even as the sisters worked on their art, their mother continued to send them missives about their worthlessness, triggering painful memories that the two sisters simply couldn't outrun no matter how fast they danced or wrote.

Imogen and Marin's roommates at Melete, are Helen the poet, and Ariel the singer.  Howard could easily have made both Ariel and Helen into simple side characters to fill the page but their stories are just as rich as Imogen's and Marin's.  Helen knows only too well what it is to have grown up emotionally abused and neglected by her parents.  Helen paid  the cost of her mother's obsession with her father and her father's indifference and desire to live a life free of encumbrances.  Helen knew that her poetry was technically competent but doubted if it was actually good.  At the end of the day, Helen had been so influenced that though she knew that she was competent, she didn't know who she was outside of her attempt to be a poet and her life at Melete.

Yes, there was a lot of parental abuse in this book. Children got their hands purposefully burned and their hair cut off. It was graphic and painful to read; however, at no time did it ever feel gratuitous because it existed to inform the reader about who these characters were, and why they were so driven to perfect their chosen forms of art. They all came through either as survivors, or as having the ability to express agency for the first time in their lives even if said agency wasn't necessarily life affirming.  In the end, from these examples we learned the absolute priority of self care and that it's okay to say good bye in order prioritize mental health and safety.  I think that this is an extremely important message and it was absolutely primary to the moral of Howard's fairy tale.

This is normally the part where I write that there are no GLBT characters but I am happy to say that this was not the case for Roses and Rot.  Imogen and Marin's roommate Ariel was bisexual and in a relationship with a woman.  Since residents were not allowed to bring family with them, Ariel traveled home on the holiday to see her girlfriend and family.  Unlike so many of her fellow residents, Ariel wasn't even willing for a moment to consider giving up seven years of her life to achieve the success she dreamed of, especially if it meant leaving the woman she loved behind without even the ability to tell her why. Ariel was strong, sure of herself, passionate and warm.

I've said so many wonderful things about this book that it breaks my heart to now have to turn negative.  There were absolutely no characters of colour of note in this story. Sure, they showed up in the background from time to time but they were never realised.  This was particularly hurtful because so much time was spent talking about art and its value to society.  To just erase POC is to ignore our various contributions in all artistic spheres. Hell, there are genres of music which wouldn't exist today were it not for Blacks. I cannot imagine why Howard felt okay creating an all White world when, the addition of POC could only have broadened her story.

Roses and Rot is not a book to pick up unless you have a lot of time because you will quickly get sucked in and find it difficult to put down.  I couldn't help but to empathise with both Imogen and Marin.  Each sister was certain of the love she had for the other but like any relationships, there were unspoken hurts and truths which need to be spoken and heard - and some truths once spoken and realised can you set you free.  Howard created a beautiful tapestry of words with Roses and Rot and though there were elements of fantasy, it was the relationships which drove this narrative to its beautiful and unconventional hazy ever after.